Stud's Personality - The unforgettable

Most people didn't understand Stud, for which I did not blame them. He was not normal. They thought he was unkind since he did not trust or listen to anyone except his mom and me. People often feel they should be able to control and tell dogs what to do. That's funny, not Stud. Yelling, pushing, or forcing just made it worse. It sent most people into a spiral.

It crushed their ego and made them upset. Stud was too smart, it was on his terms, and you had to earn his trust. People would tell me, you need to show him who the boss is. Yeah, sure, go ahead and try. Stud didn't operate like that. I had first-hand experience when he was a puppy. I have never encountered a dog like this. He would disown anyone, including me, if he was treated poorly. They didn't know his story. Stud was extremely intelligent and the most loyal soul I know. He expected that treatment in return.

Second Grim Reaper

The next glimpse at God was when I moved from Michigan to Washington. I packed the car full, said goodbye, and Stud and I went on our way. Another epic rodie! We checked out so much as we drove across the country in my grampa's Buick. Our first stop was Madison, WI. Cheese curds and beer cheese soup, yummy. Yes, Stud swallowed a few. We continued to our next stop, Mt Rushmore. We hit some pretty cool trails in Black Hills National Park, then went to Bighorn National Forest, where we saw tons of wildlife. Next up was Yellowstone.

They don't allow dogs in most national parks, so I found a trail that started outside of Yellowstone and went inside, "dogs allowed," it said on the trailhead. We were having a peachy walk, trying to figure out where the trail was as the grass was overgrown. I noticed a lot of poop from different animals and kept telling him to stay close.

Walking with Stud has always been my favorite, no matter the place. It lets my mind wander. I know now that it was immensely therapeutic. I knew he was happy, and it always made me happy. Whatever I had going on in life, a walk with him always made all my problems dissolve. The most challenging life problems were when he was by my side and he made the problems vanish ending the walk with a clear solution. My mind wandered a little too far, and he was about 50-75 feet in front of me, behind some evergreens. I could see the evergreens shaking. I yelled, "STUD, leave the rabbits alone."

That is when a moose came full throttle out of the opening of the tall evergreens, charging directly toward me like I had beef with him. I was in disbelief as it was the most enormous creature I had seen at this distance. We can say the opposite of a rabbit. I froze. What felt like forever was only a split second. It was disturbingly close and approaching at a rapid speed. Should I stand my ground? Shoot it? No, I can't do that. I love animals, and this is my fault. Plus, my tiny bullets are not taking this beast down. Should I run? All rushed through my head like lightning. I looked around, and there were no trees. Of course, why would there be? The giant was coming fast directly towards me, Stud chasing behind it. Standing my ground would have blown me into the next universe. It was too late.

There were two options. Stand there or run like I was going to die. Option 2 kicked in without consciously thinking. I sprinted as fast as I could towards a stump, and just as I dove behind it, I could fell the air from the giant as it turned in direction. Moose move quickly, but they do not have the best coordination. I knew this combination was bad for Stud since he would chase it forever. As Stud kept chasing after it, I got up and tried to tackle him, but he was too fast. I was yelling with such anger. STOP STUD, STOP. I knew there was a fast-moving river and then a road. He was driven by prey.

Whenever something ran, he went into kill mode. At about seven years old, I thought I would lose him. Every time he ran off, my initial reaction was pure anger. Then, when he didn't return for a few minutes, I changed my attitude, thinking I just lost my best friend. I would change my tone with a slight desperation. I would yell, "STUD, come on, buddy, let's go." He came back 40 minutes later and looked like absolute death. I have never seen him so ragged in my life. He was all wet, his fur was all over the place, his collar was hanging down, he had a slight limp, and he was entirely out of breath. I was so happy to see him. I said, "Ohh hey, little guy, you almost got both of us killed."

He would run away when he was younger, and I would yell at him when he came back. Then I was walking with someone, and they were always nice when their dog returned. I asked what gives. They asked me, would you want to return if you knew you would be punished?

Big Personality

Stud acted like a young human, not a dog. There are different types of dogs and various levels of relationships. He was in the upper right corner of that graph. He wasn't a dog. Dogs you pet on the head, throw a ball to, leave at home when you walk out the door, and they bark all the time. He had some serious critical thinking skills with a massive steal-trap memory. His vocabulary was enormous and was in a fuzzy search manner. I would spit out sentences, and somehow he knew. We spent so much time together and did so much that the level of communication was complex. There were things he did that I didn't even have to say. I don't know if that was the wolf part in him or the fact that I spent so much time with him. Maybe both. I also tried to understand him, but it was challenging. Think about this. People train dogs. Dogs learn words and behavior from people. But the reverse is usually not true. Most people do not understand animals. They tell them what to do, and that's that. I tried my best to understand, but to this day, there are some things I never will know.

Those who know me best said he wasn't even a dog. He was my son. He followed my side and never left. There were two exceptions. When his prey instincts would kick in or when it started to get cold out. Even then, he would partially listen. He didn't care about other dogs when we walked. Someone occasionally told me on a trail, "My dog doesn't do well with others." They would get mad that he was off-leash. Stud would walk by unphased as if they did not exist, whether the other dog was losing its mind or being calm. Ever since he was young, he would walk me. I rarely told him where to go. I would follow him and let my mind wander and enjoy the scenery.

He would not go outside the front yard in all the different places we lived. Dogs would walk by, barking, and people would taunt him, but he would sit and stare at them. He never chewed anything when he was a puppy. It was extremely rare to hear him bark. He never jumped on counters or on any furniture. He would look at me when there wasn't a blanket or sheet on the couch or bed. Like, "Hey, cover it up so I can lay up there." His navigation skills were unmatched. There are several stories of him leading me to food or treats that were miles away. When visiting Petoskey, we visited a store that had treats out front. The following year, in the summer, we returned to Petoskey. We parked about a mile away from the store that had the treats. He was constantly pulling on the leash. I started to get pissed off. His mom always told me to chill out and not lose my temper. When we got a block away, it hit me. I just thought in my head wtf, how is that possible? His memory was better than mine.

He had personal awareness and manners like a human. In the dog world, he would have an issue with dogs that did not have manners or give him respect. Each time I observed it, I couldn't help but believe I would feel the same. If some random person got in my face or started yelling at me, let's just say I would not be happy. He was very dominant. If another dog did not have manners, he would teach them. If they didn't listen and kept pushing, he would do so by force.

I took Stud so many places that we would encounter hundreds of dogs on average weekly. I never saw him lose a fight. He made me proud. I see people at the park whose dog is getting picked on and have to stand up and say something. The majority of these incidents Stud ran into were caused by the owner not taking responsibility. Some dogs were friendly, but there were a few that were not. Stud and I were en route when a massive pit bull ran so fast it broke the collar from the metal chain. It was running full clip and stopped a foot from Stud's face. I was shocked they just sniffed each other and went on their way. That wasn't always the case.

Particularly two dogs that were not friendly attacked him when he was a puppy while wearing a cone. My ex was with him, and I was furious when I got home from work. I'll never forget when he got older, the same dogs would always run in the road to attack him. The people were trash. I told them several times to keep their dogs in the yard since they were not friendly. Well, one day, it got ugly. As he trotted along the subdivision road, they both came sprinting out. The first one tried to bite his neck while the second dog attacked him from behind. Like lightning, he grabbed the first one by the throat, violently shaking him. The first one went down crying. As the owner ran out to the road and was trying to stop it, I stood there and watched. I was cheering and snickering at the same time. Stud turned around and grabbed the second one by the neck. It went down whimpering. As the lady ran to the second one, the first one got up. Stud put him down again, but this time more violently.

I stood there and watched as he inflicted pain on both of them. There was blood on the road. Probably both of them had to be taken to the vet. The lady was yelling at me. I smirked, "I have asked you over 100 times to keep them in the yard. Every time someone walks by here, your dogs attack them." I told Stud good boy, and we went on our way. When I was younger, I was picked on by kids older than me. Initially, I backed down because I was scared. If there is anything I hate more than distrust and lying, it is bullying. After that, I started training and would never be put in that position again. As for Stud, he had a killer force and took absolutely zero shit. I loved it. It helped my confidence watching him over the years. Unfortunately, we don't live in a utopian world; people take advantage of others. For a while, I thought he was a dick, but after paying closer attention, it was always dogs that tried to enforce their dominance he had an issue with.

I'll never forget a Russian guy at the dog park who had an absolutely jacked pit bull. The dog had scars all over it. You could tell it was going to be an issue. If I had to guess, it was part of a fighting ring. The Russian guy spoke very little English. The dog was somewhat friendly but still walking around like it owned the place. It's the only dog that came close to giving Stud any competition. They went at it for 10-20 seconds before I could break it up. I thought Stud would be in trouble, but he didn't back down. Somehow, they both walked away.